Don't Think

Don't think
Just be
Don't think
Just follow me
Don't think
Let yourself see
Don't think
I'm sure you'll agree
My heart is deeper than the sea
Don't think
Just be

I'm stuck on it

I fucked a faggot

I cut myself when he cheated

God, what a fucking maggot

Remain seated,

This is a story

Of when I needed to be needed

Reminiscing on days of pain

Sitting in the back of the room

Playing with the iodine stain

Those days could have been my doom

Three PM could come faster

My mood starts to decrease

I feel like a plaster

I need release...

Too much eye liner

Too many tears

I should look back on the finer

Points of my teenaged years

But instead

All I remember are the fears

My heart filled with dread

The rejection

The hate

With bad complexion

And having to wait

On something that fit with me

On learning who I could be...

Wow, already a new poem.

For real.


These Eyes
In my eyes
So much shows
There are no lies
What do you see?
Nothing is hidden
Am I everything you wanted me to be?

The Struggle

This is a new one. I was driving a friend home one night and this just kind of poured out of my mouth. Feels good to get back to writing...

The Struggle

Stuttering over my words

Trying to find what really mattered

Struggle

With the times that bring pain

I feel I’ve gone insane

Like a train wreck

My life falls to pieces

My heart ceases

To beat

You have to realize

There was no deceit

Believe me please